我用什么才能留住你?What Can I Hold You With?——hold住你的心博尔赫斯 Jorge Luis Borges 
按:已在朋友那里看到过两三次。但因为太爱这首诗了,决定不用分享之类的东西。自己再发一遍。即使被翻译之后,它依然美得惊心动魄。为此顺带来了英语原文。
 
我用什么才能留住你? 


我给你瘦落的街道、绝望的落日、荒郊的月亮。 


我给你一个久久地望着孤月的人的悲哀。 


我给你我已死去的祖辈,后人们用大理石祭奠的先魂:我父亲的父亲,阵亡于布宜诺斯艾利斯的边境,两颗子弹射穿了他的胸膛,死的时候蓄着胡子,尸体被士兵们用牛皮裹起;我母亲的祖父——那年才二十四岁——在秘鲁率领三百人冲锋,如今都成了消失的马背上的亡魂。 


我给你我的书中所能蕴含的一切悟力,以及我生活中所能有的男子气概和幽默。 


我给你一个从未有过信仰的人的忠诚。 


我给你我设法保全的我自己的核心——不营字造句,不和梦交易,不被时间、欢乐和逆境触动的核心。 



我给你早在你出生前多年的一个傍晚看到的一朵黄玫瑰的记忆。 


我给你关于你生命的诠释,关于你自己的理论,你的真实而惊人的存在。 


我给你我的寂寞、我的黑暗、我心的饥渴;我试图用困惑、危险、失败来打动你。
 
 
 
 
然后这里是这首诗的全本,《献给贝阿特丽斯·比维洛尼·韦伯斯特·德布尔里奇》。《我用什
么才能留住你》是它的第二部分。感谢郑雨潇同学提供的资料并为自己未经核实就对他进行讥笑的行为向他道歉。由于我所到的这个译本虽然比较全,文采实在是太差了。我个人看不下去。请允许我删除译文,仅保留英文原文吧:
 
献给贝阿特丽斯·比维洛尼·韦伯斯特·德布尔里奇



The useless dawn finds me in a deserted streetcorner; I have outlived the night. 

Nights are proud waves; darkblue topheavy waves laden with all the hues of deep soil, laden with things unlikely and desirable. 
Nights have a habit of mysterious gifts and refusals, of things half given away, half withheld, of joys with a dark hemisphere. Nights act that way, I tell you. 

The surge, that night, left me the customary shreds and odd ends: some hated friends to chat with, music for dreams, and the smoking of bitter ashes. The things my hungry heart has no use for. 

The big wave brought you. 

Words, any words, your laughter; and you so lazily and incessantly beautiful. We talked and you have forgotten the words.
 
The shattering dawn finds me in a deserted street of my city. 

Your profile turned away, the sounds that go to make your name, the lilt of your laughter: these are the illustrious toys you have left me.
 
I turn them over in the dawn, I lose them, I find  them; I tell them to the few stray dogs and to the few stray stars of the dawn. 
Your dark rich life ... I must get at you, somehow; I put away those illustrious toys you have left me, I want your hidden look, your real smile -- that lonely,  mocking smile your cool mirror knows. 


II 

What can I hold you with?

I offer you lean streets, desperate sunsets, the moon of the jagged suburbs. 

I offer you the bitterness of a man who has looked  long and long at the lonely moon. 

I offer you my ancestors, my dead men, the ghosts that living men have honoured in bronze: my father's father killed in the frontier of Buenos Aires, two bullets through his lungs, bearded and dead, wrapped by his soldiers in the hide of a cow; my mother's grandfather --just twentyfour-- heading a charge of three hundred men in Peru, now ghosts on vanished horses. 

I offer you whatever insight my books may hold,  whatever manliness or humour my life.
 
I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never been loyal. 

I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved, somehow --the central heart that deals not in words, traffics not with dreams, and is untouched by time, by joy, by adversities. 

I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen at sunset, years before you were born.
 
I offer you explanations of yourself, theories about yourself, authentic and surprising news of yourself. 

I can give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart; I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat. 


- Jorge Luis Borges (1934)