My campus life always seemed to be one and a half beats slower than others, and I hated it. When others had sprouted an eye for beauty in my senior year of high school my whole being was still blunt, with extremely low senses and feedback about my surroundings, living only in the inertia of just following the moment. Slowly my world and everyone disconnected, I do not know what to say to them, how to play, and finally to a kind of fear of talking to others, always feel that I am its a boring and shy person.
Everyone's school life must be a school life with a prince and a knight guarding it, or a school life where love is pursued with great passion, or a school life where people love you everywhere you go with a certain aura. My dad would always tell me when I was in school that "the people in the middle are actually the least successful", and I was the kind of person in the middle that my dad was talking about, not getting into trouble in school and not having any ideas, and most of all, even my grades were up and down. It won't let me start over.我不是f4
If the drama can be restored, I am the kind of "hardworking" image who studied very well in t
he early days, but worked very hard in the late days but the results never came back, this has always been my position for myself, and is one of my own shame.
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